Father, I am listening to "My Testimony" by Marvin Sapp this morning. Father, I have to be honest with You. When the song started I was like this doesn't apply to me. The song talks about how he's so glad he made it through. And when I think about my life right now, I am still very much so in the midst of major chaos swirling around me, my spouse, and my family. But Father, I know that You are faithful even when we are not. I know that while chaos is a constant, You provide peace in the midst of chaos. Thank You for opening my eyes to the line "So if you see me cry, it's just a sign that I'm still alive." Father, You let me make it through another night. "I've got some scars but I'm still alive. In spite of calamity, God still has a plan for me. It's working for my good." Father, I know that right now I might not see it. But I have learned to trust You in some things, when I need to trust You in all things. So Father, I declare that today, right now, You are the head of my life and I trust You with it all. I trust you with me, my spouse, my kids, my finances, my ministry, my life, my everything. Father, if i have to lose it all like Job but still have You then I have more than enough. I love You and thank You. Amen. Amen.